Life is not fair!

Sometimes i realize, i have said such word so many times....And yeah it is really true that life is not fair at all. I'm sure most of you would agree with that....and here are the questions...where is God in such an unfair circumstances that happen in people's lives?? Is God unfair?? So many question about God suddenly pop up. Even myself did questioning God as well. Currently I went through a lot of difficult situation that I couldn't understand why it happen to me?..Also people around me have such an experience as well. Disappointment with God...I'm sure many of you do identify with that.

Back to the question Is God unfair??? Hmm...I guess as I read the Bible throughout, one of His character that show throughout the entire Bible is that God is Just...He will bring justice to the world that's for sure. but when we talk about the fairness of God...I would say we couldn't really understand everything about God...what He think in such circumstances...He do allow something happen for His own reason which human brain could not retain that kind of understanding. Let's look at Job's life in the OT. He's obviously no idea why all this trials occured to him and his household...Did he do something wrong in God's eyes? Absolutely not..God has purpose for that....and if really study the book of Job...you will realize that the whole focus of the book is not about What's wrong with Job at all, but it's about the battle between God and Satan in the spiritual realm....Job just happen to be the subject of this battle...

God allow suffering for His reason...I certainly not know what is that reason but one thing I know for sure is that He meant it for good (Gen.50:20) we can trust Him...That's what I'm very sure about.

When I consider Jesus' life. I saw the greatest unfair event ever...that the son of God whom done no wrong have to recieve the punishment of our sins at the cross. The Christ Himself know what it mean that life is not fair...

Next time when we feel that life is so unfair...always look up to the cross of Jesus Christ. It will help us to remember the promises of God and His love that He understand what we went through and He will bring it back for good...

The great book on this topic that I would love to recommend : Disappointment With God by my favorite author Philip Yancey.

Quote of the day :)

"Without somehow destroying me in the process, how could God reveal himself in a way that would leave no room for doubt? If there were no room for doubt, there would be no room for me." - Frederick Buechner

My Blog appeared on iPodder.org!!

I don't know how....but some how my blog happen to be on the front page of ipodder.org the Podcasting directory by Adam Curry founder of Podcasting.... :)

iPod Flea???

Hehe....another wacky idea of the smallest MP3 player...ever....iPod Flea....check the video clip out ...really cool....

Quicktime Clip

"Cry on my shoulder!" - God

Cry On My Shoulder-Overflow

You say you're falling apart // Reached the end of the line // Just looking for your place in an ordinary life // No one calls you friend // No one even knows your name // You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain You no longer have to say // No one's listening anyway Come here and cry on my shoulder // I'll hold you 'til its over // I'll rescue you tonight // Let my arms be your shelter // Your hiding place forever // I'll love you more than life You're wearing a frown // Giving up on hope // My heart is reaching out more than you will ever know // Is your burden too much // Is it more than you can bear // I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share You have had some hard times // Had thorns placed in your side // I know about what you've been going through // Tears of pain are falling down // It hurts so bad you're crying out // Your problems won't last forever // Let me put you back together

Quote of the day :)

"As worship begins in holy expectancy, it ends in holy obedience." - Richard Foster

The future in His hand

Have you ever felt like this...You heard about your childhood friends about what they are doing right now...Some of your friend might doing great in business, become a successful businessman/woman. Some might just got bankrupted. Some might just happily married and at the same time some might just broke up from their relationship or even divorced from marriage..Hmm.....I think about it and felt quite scary...to be honest.

Why is it so scary?? Becuz' when you think about this people...then the question come back to you right in your face..."How about you?" Yeah, so what about me? You mean what am i doing right now? Is is successful? Is that what you mean? Hmm....well let me answer you from own point of view..

Since I know the Lord. and ever since I serve Him in Full-time ministry. I already gave up my life to Him. My future is in His hand. It may sound silly for those of you who have yet to know My Lord...but I tell you, my Lord is Trustworthy. He's absolutely know what's best for me. Yeah...many times people asking me, what am I doing now? I hardly explain to them right away and then they got it.. They have no idea what I am doing? You mean you become a christian monk?? oh..so you cannnot get marry do you? yeah...all this misunderstanding of being a missionary...suddenly just flooded me...

Yeah of course the answer to those critics is NO!!! My God is good..Yeah I'm a missionary doing God's work to sharing the Gospel to the people whom considered lost in His sight. Saving people's souls and bring them up to the better life in Christ alone...what's wrong with that? Yeah I can get marry for sure...(where in the Bible say I can't??) Yeah I may not have salary to secure each month. But I have my God who promised me to provide all my needs for the rest of my life...What else I could have ask for more? I guess this is the most privilege CAREER ever....Serving an Almighty GOD.. Be an eye-witness of lives changed... cool.. Yeah that's my poing of view...i hope u understand me more...

I know I couldn't go back to take care of my home business (Goldsmith)...it's too boring for me. I heard recently from my sister about one of my good childhood friend...He will done with Master degree from oversea and come home soon...and u know what?? His dad already planned new Gold Shop for him!! (Wow...Master Degree ya...what a waste...) Yeah...I can't stand that kind of situation really....I'm too dare to take up an excitement...something more adventurous...and I know my God has plenty for me! Yeah He is...Praise God.!!

Yep...I do my best for today...and My God will do the rest for tomorrow..Do u want this God to be yours??? Come and know my God...He's a great and loving God which you can't find from anywhere else... :)


"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."
Matthew 6:33 (NKJV)

3108...Does it look like "Blog"??

Yeah....that's what the bloggers all over the world has put together in an agreement...31st August will be set as Blog Day... If you are a blogger...go and spread this germ around... :P

BlogDay2005

Quote of the day :)

"You can't blame the dark for being dark, you got to blame the light for not shining on the dark..."

Quote from the speech by Mike Foster, Co-founder of XXXChurch.com a ministry to reaching to the Porn industry.

I've got the whole world in my hand!!

Google did it again!!! (They really gonna be the king of search engines haha!!)

Now you can have the whole world in your hand....Right on your desktop with Google Earth! New web-based software that enable you to visit any part of the world without paying any money..(not count an internet cost hehe:)) well go and check it out for yourself....it's cool...I luv it!! :)

http://earth.google.com

Original Character

Have you ever watch the Japanese manga called "Dragonball Z"?? It was very popular when I was young..Yeah...this guy is one of the character in the comic....Now I know where it modeled after hehe :) Look exactly the same isn't it? :P

The Room

I have come across the cool dude by the name of Josh Harris. He's an author of many famous books on dating and relationships topic. A great guy...I currently reading his book...Such a great revelation from the Lord. So as I browse his website to find out more about his works...so that i come across this article that he wrote and someone put it into video clip.. highly recommended to watch this clip...it's awesome...u could see how much God loves you... "The Room" by Josh Harris!

ps.to read an original article click here

Have you ever seen this?? Mammatus Cloud

This photo has taken by Jorn Olsen from Nebraska...check out more photos in his website : http://www.jornolsen.com/

When i see this cloud....wow...i think my God is very creative....such a cute shape of the cloud...I never seen this before...how cool... :)

Quote of the day :)

"Only he who believes is obedient; only he who is obedient believes." - Dietrich Bonhoeffer

What Children say about Love

What children say about Love??

Chk this out....really cute! Click here!

Thai Christian Internet Conference 2005

Yes....just a quick update...as you could notice...I went away to bangkok for last 2 weeks...and yeah..never update my Blog...(what a shame) never mind...have lots of good thing to share...well...It's amazing how we organized the 1st ever Internet Evangelism conference in Thailand...provided by WiFi access during conference...yeah...it was a great time sharing our heart together....different people from different part of the world really come together...To check out the photos and what's going on during conference, you can check it out at live feed at Thaichristian Forum right here : Conference Forum